Asmt #13

I am supposed to write three things about myself and why I am the way I am, and how I can use it cross culturaly.

First and probably easiest to see for those that hang around me is that I love tv. I know that love is a strong word but it may be the most accurate. I choose to watch and play on tv, because of a few reasons. One thing is I am a very visual person. I remember by sight, by images, and shapes. I also am very imaginative I am always thinking and outside the box. I can escape my world and my hardships and reduce my stress just by being on tv. Third reason is It is very fun for me. I can sit for longer than most working on a project and watching tv at the same time. So if I like or dislike the project I have something else there with me. Fourth is I feel like I have someone to talk to. I feel like I have someone their. Last reason is The way my brain works I can look at all the information given to me and I can guess and figure out almost all endings before it comes even close to the ending, and I remember every movie I have ever watched. The easiest thing about this Is a large majority of people watch movies and enjoy different types of genres that I can use as examples and use to have a commonality.

The next thing  I am the way I am is being low maintenance, but I have high chance for difficult situations. I have always but myself in instances that have possible outrages outcomes because I am not afraid to get my hands dirty, or I am not afraid to take the next step. I believe strongly that God wants us to explore in this life so he can teach us. I have been in so may almost death situations and God has always taken care of me. So I have a very low maintenance quality. My emotions are always in check because I don't feel I need to use them when doing day to day activities. The bulk of all I own is rememorabilia I can count on my hand things I own over three hundred dollars. Germs don't worry me. I put myself out there and need little in return for myself because I find comfort from other things. I know how to take care of myself. It gives me a exstra ability to help and serve others, because I can go with the flow and change quickly to any situation it is easy for me to be an example of Christ to specific groups quickly.

The last thing and probable hardest to explain is my problem of using emotion. The way I thing, the way I understand, my values, and even my feelings are almost described as unemotional. I know that you can't have feelings without emotion. But you can if your emotional basis is off of the knowledge that are representations of how you feel given form by how you understand your ability to identify you situation among the possible outcomes. My given and visible feelings are best seen by I am always calm and happy, what others would call docile, and When there is a very low chance for other possible out comes. Examples, If my dog died. I would cry with overflowing emotion because I was feeling sad . The bad over outweighs the good. My dog can't come back. My friend is gone. Who she was can never be replaced, even though she can be. The new dog could be better. I will miss my dog. The good in that is I can get a new dog and it could be a good dog. The more I can not control the bad outweigh the good the more emotional compromised I become. The good news is because I am emotionally stable I can work in high stress locations and dangerous situations in the name of God and still be a good example. The downside is my difficulty in relating to emotion. How I fell about my dog dieing is not the same as how you would feel about you dog dieing. So my ability to understand others on an emotional level needs work while my ability to consult with the most difficult subjects is available.